Mike returns to work today. I'm scared. As with being a military wife, as a police wife you know your husband has a dangerous job. Of course you know...still, you try not to think about it. Days like today, though...
I want to beg him to stay home. I want to lock the doors, lower the blinds, and just shut out the world and the danger.
I would be a horrible widow. Robin has had such strength and grace through this week. She gave dignity to her husband's funeral and burial. I admire and respect her more than I could express...and I know that I would not have strength, grace, or dignity.
If you read this, please say a prayer for Robin and for me. Bring her peace, and bring my husband home.